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Wednesday, February 5, 1997
My Friend Blue
Blue called to me yesterday night... then he called to me this morning, too. My grandma had a headache, or slight fever, but we don't have medicine. So I go over to Blue's house & asked for a medicine. My mother actually told me to go there to ask for medicine. He's so cute. White T-shirt & a short. Then, when I got the medicine & got home, he called to me again. All concern! How sweet & thoughtful...
Tuesday, February 4, 1997
New Classmates
I have at least 3 classmates, they are:
Mike, Jeff & Aziz
Sorry to say I don't have friends...
Mike, Jeff & Aziz
Sorry to say I don't have friends...
Saturday, February 1, 1997
Unforgettable Experience
By the age of 17; when I started to rebel. I didn't know what's the cause of my rebelling then, I just know I fell deeply in love for the first time and it affects all what I have... especially my behavior.
I was once a shy; timid; loner and what we called quite straight girl... but all that vanished when I turned 17, just what I've said before.
I fell in love with B. He's 22 years old then --- five years older than me. He knows ev'rything in love-life relationship, but me --- well, I'm still innocent then.
So, he teaches me ev'rything --- taught me ev'rything I have to know.
He taught me how to love; to give; to share; and to obey... HIM! He taught me how to lie; to hate; to hurt, and betrayed... MYSELF!
He opened up realities & wild life to me. He brought me to a world I should never... known. He taught me to make friends --- wrong set of friends; HIS FRIENDS!
And these friends of him taught me: confusion & wild things, like: smoke, liquors, and other stuff. It was exciting, at the same time, it's REVOLTING & DISGUSTING!
My b.f. said to me that he would marry me someday & that he loves me very, very much... and that two things, are the magic words! MARRY and LOVE!
Hmp! How I fooled myself!!!
Fortunately, my so-called friends had conscience enough, to not introduced me to drugs.
So, I haven't tried drugs... and don't want to.
So, let's see:
I abandoned my studies...
I always go out with my friends; oh, y'know GIMMICKS!!!
I smoked; I drink...
I become a total... MESS UP!
My boyfriend's in the band. He's a drummer and vocalist. He has another girlfriend (which I only found out later). Him & his friends AND me & my friends (cousins & other girl-friends) are the Masters & Mistresses of TIME SUCKAGE!!!... GENERATION-X'ers!!! THE LOST SOULS!!! Whatever you want to call us...
To make the story short:
That was year 1995 - early 1996!!!
Now, 1997...
We (some of us) changed for the best. Back to our own selves again, but not as whole & straight as before.
What happened?
Some of my friends --- married...
others got pregnant...
my cousin - married & have a daughter now. married to her b.f. (friend of ours & lead guitarist of the band)
my step-aunt (1 month & 1 week older than me) - had a daughter now, but no husband; result of having many boyfriends at the same time...
me - work as a saleslady in Bowling Center. continue studying. Computer Studies.
B. - got married to his other girlfriend and have a son now.
my other cousin - still messing up her life.
... other friends --- still fuckin' up & messing up their lives.
That's all for now!
Keep you posted... .xox.
I was once a shy; timid; loner and what we called quite straight girl... but all that vanished when I turned 17, just what I've said before.
I fell in love with B. He's 22 years old then --- five years older than me. He knows ev'rything in love-life relationship, but me --- well, I'm still innocent then.
So, he teaches me ev'rything --- taught me ev'rything I have to know.
He taught me how to love; to give; to share; and to obey... HIM! He taught me how to lie; to hate; to hurt, and betrayed... MYSELF!
He opened up realities & wild life to me. He brought me to a world I should never... known. He taught me to make friends --- wrong set of friends; HIS FRIENDS!
And these friends of him taught me: confusion & wild things, like: smoke, liquors, and other stuff. It was exciting, at the same time, it's REVOLTING & DISGUSTING!
My b.f. said to me that he would marry me someday & that he loves me very, very much... and that two things, are the magic words! MARRY and LOVE!
Hmp! How I fooled myself!!!
Fortunately, my so-called friends had conscience enough, to not introduced me to drugs.
So, I haven't tried drugs... and don't want to.
So, let's see:
I abandoned my studies...
I always go out with my friends; oh, y'know GIMMICKS!!!
I smoked; I drink...
I become a total... MESS UP!
My boyfriend's in the band. He's a drummer and vocalist. He has another girlfriend (which I only found out later). Him & his friends AND me & my friends (cousins & other girl-friends) are the Masters & Mistresses of TIME SUCKAGE!!!... GENERATION-X'ers!!! THE LOST SOULS!!! Whatever you want to call us...
To make the story short:
That was year 1995 - early 1996!!!
Now, 1997...
We (some of us) changed for the best. Back to our own selves again, but not as whole & straight as before.
What happened?
Some of my friends --- married...
others got pregnant...
my cousin - married & have a daughter now. married to her b.f. (friend of ours & lead guitarist of the band)
my step-aunt (1 month & 1 week older than me) - had a daughter now, but no husband; result of having many boyfriends at the same time...
me - work as a saleslady in Bowling Center. continue studying. Computer Studies.
B. - got married to his other girlfriend and have a son now.
my other cousin - still messing up her life.
... other friends --- still fuckin' up & messing up their lives.
That's all for now!
Keep you posted... .xox.
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